The other night I had the weirdest series of dreams. I say series because in between each dream I woke up. When I went back to sleep the dream picked up again but in a different venue.
In the first dream I was as work. I was trying to complete a task but couldn't because my desk/office was a complete and total mess. I mean papers everywhere, files piled up, sticky notes littering the monitor. A disaster. I was a combination of stressed and frustrated because I couldn't get something done because of the chaos.
In the second dream I was back living at my parents house. Same situation, I was trying to get ready to go somewhere but couldn't because my bedroom was a complete and total mess...piles of clothes on the floor, books and magazines strewn here and there.
In the third dream I was in High School. Same situation but with my locker, books and notes. I would gather my books to go to class and then drop them in the hall. Books and papers flew everywhere, people trampled on them and destroyed them.
I assume this dream was my sub-conscious telling me that things in my life feel out of control and dis-organized. The problem is that I don't know what those things are. It could be any number of things, behavior issues with the children, money issues, household issues from living in a house too small for a family of 6, work expectations. I need to try to figure out the one thing that I feel is most out of control and focus on that first.
Yes, that's where to start.
Now, start.
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