E-Mail

These are a few emails that I have received from T. and meant to post here so I will remember them.

Feb 19, 2009

mom -

        I feel stupid.I am so mad that I kicked you.

        I hope that you can forgive me.becouse I

        will never forgive my self.and if you want

        you can sell my T.V. on EBAY or something

        I diserve it.I love you and always will,.

T.

{This is such a switch in behavior for T. He used to be my sweet, angelic child that never got mad or argued. Then the Tourettes, Anxiety and ADD got bad and he lost himself. He became angry, resentful, frustrated and worst of all, unhappy. He would lose it and have no regrets or remorse, I think that is was bothered me the most. Now, he still loses it from time to time, as we all do, but he regrets it now and he shows remorse and even more powerful, he is willing to put that regret and remorse into writing as an apology. I am so grateful that he is getting better.}

Jan 5, 2009

hi mom,

we love you and we love you more than you love us

T. &J.

{They were both feeling especially loving that day and we played email tag back and forth with “how much we love each other” emails.}